Sat, Feb. 19th, 2005, 05:37 pm
Lesley attacked me with the camera and took a belly picture. It's awful, but it works.( Read more...Collapse )
Fri, Feb. 18th, 2005, 09:16 pm
Fri, Feb. 18th, 2005, 07:57 pm
I have a website. Hooray.
Thu, Feb. 17th, 2005, 11:07 pm
What ails you my daughter dear? Your eyes, they are so dim. Have you had any sore sickness or yet, been sleeping with a man?
I have not had any sore sickness, but I know what's ailing me. I'm thinking of my own true love, he plows the raging sea, he plows the raging sea.
Be he a lord or a duke or a knight, or a man of wealth and fame? Or is he one of my sailor lads? Come tell me now his name?
He is no lord nor duke nor knight, nor a man of wealth or fame. He is one of your sailor lads and John Barber is his name.
Now if John Barber is his name, a lowly sailor man is he. Yes, if John Barber is his name then hanged he will be, then hanged he will be.
The king he called his sailors all, by one, by two, by three. John Barber was the first he called but the last came down was he. And when he came a tripping down, he was clothed all in white, his cheeks were like the roses red and his teeth were ivory white.
He paid their wages with a smile and John Barber he did see. He said "If I were a woman as I am a man, my bedfellow you would be. Will you marry my daughter Jane and take her by the hand? And will you come and dine with me, and take charge of all my land?"
"Yes, I will marry your daughter Jane, and I'll take her by the hand. And I will come and dine with you, but to hell with all your land. For if you can give her one gold peice, then I can give her three, for I am bold John Barber, and I plow the raging sea, I plow the raging sea, I plow the raging sea."
This song would sound very very neat if it had 2 male singer sand a female singer.
Thu, Feb. 17th, 2005, 10:49 pm
I wish I were Ender Wiggin.
Oh. And I was remembering:
In the summer we went to a music festival. Mom, Dad, Caroline, Kathy, Ally and I. Dad and I were walking through the tents of all of the stuff you could buy and I found a hooded jacket sweatshirt that said "Great Big Sea" on the pocket and "Something Beautiful" on the bum. When dad bought it for me he said to the saleslady, "Well, Something Beautiful for something beautiful, right?" and he winked at me. I turned bright red. All summer I couldn't stop thinking about that. We were so happy in the summer...We were like a real family. It's not going to be like that ever again. Dad hasn't winked at me or called me something beautiful since I came home. Mom is trying really hard to act normal. Caroline understands but she's a million miles away...Kathy doesn't know or care. Ally is scared of me, I think. I wonder what next summer will be like...I'll have a tiny baby to take care of, and if the rest of my family goes on vacation, they'll just leave Lesley, the baby and I behind. I'm really going to miss my childhood.
Thu, Feb. 17th, 2005, 10:27 pm
Hi! Before I friend you (so that you can see my locked posts, etc, you know the deal), would you mind telling me how you found me? Thanks!
Thu, Feb. 17th, 2005, 09:35 pm
When I was in 7th grade, my best friend had a friend who was obsessed with me. He got ahold of me today and WON'T leave me alone. *shudder*
Wed, Feb. 16th, 2005, 11:42 pm
The CD ended. Is this a sign that I should go attempt sleep again?
How in the heck am I supposed to sleep when I'm in such PAIN? I'm just not comfortable at all. It hurts all down my right leg. It hurts! And unless I sit really really straight my back hurts. I'm frustrated! I'm tired. I wanna go to sleep! Someone save me!
Wed, Feb. 16th, 2005, 07:00 pm
I am sooooooooo bored. Lesley and my mom went to Wal-Mart so it's just my sister, my dad and I in the house. I really have no idea how to talk to Ally anymore. I feel kind of distanced from her. I mean, the most she's said to me in the past week was "Hi Emily," when I walked in the door and "Good morning, Em" on Valentine's morning. I really am distancing myself from my family. I'm closest to my mom, and my older sister Caroline, in my family right now. Otherwise I've put a space between myself and them. I need to stop doing that. I want mom and Lesley to come back from Sacred Mother/Someday Daughter In Law time.